Barbara's
Chapter One: The Lounge of Broken Mirrors The first time I walked into Barbra’s Lounge, I carried the smile of a man who still believed the world could be tricked by performance. I had learned how to laugh loudly enough to distract even my own demons, and Barbra’s became the stage where my mask glittered the most. The waiters knew me as that cheerful fellow who cracked jokes with strangers, lifted glasses in toasts that celebrated nothing in particular, and swayed to the music as though joy itself had leased my body for the night. But that laughter was not joy—it was camouflage. Behind it lingered a man who had stumbled through the ruins of a failed graduation, whose degree was now nothing more than a half-burnt paper in the mind, a certificate whose absence mocked him like a missing tooth. Behind it lay a failed relationship, the kind that doesn’t just leave you lonely but leaves you hollow, scraping echoes in the chest where tenderness once lived. Behind it crouched poverty, the stub...