the poisoned chalice
The chalice meant for celebration Was lifted in borrowed faith, Not brewed in malice or temptation, But hope, too eager, sealed its fate. I wish it shattered at my feet Before my lips consented wrong— Now ash rehearses on my tongue As heaven and hell dispute my song. Had I been schooled in ancient vows, A monk of Athens or of Rome, I’d bless the cup with careful brows Before I named its poison home. Will they mourn, knowing I agreed To fate disguised as honest wine? Or laugh, then bury guilt in soil Where ignorance blooms red with time? Let truth not fracture at the grave, Nor history revise my name. Let goodness stand, unbought, unbraved, Though rumor plays its petty game. For though my stay was brief to some, I healed where silence used to be— A passing remedy, perhaps, But still an act of efficacy. If this be where the curtain falls, Midway through promised happiness, Then count my thoughts as fertile fields Awaiting joy in lateness. I am not courting death by will— Let ...